Dear Jacky,You were there for me ever since i was born. I had to write something for school about who my hero was, so i picked you!This is what I wrote:
My hero would be my uncle, Jacky. I loved him. He’s been there for me since I was born and until I was 5 years old. Well, I didn’t ever meet my real dad. He never had any kids, so I counted my uncle as a dad to me because he acted like one. When I was five he got into a very bad motorcycle wreck. He was going the speed limit and a drunk driver hit him. I was five and I cried more than any one else. He taught me respect and responsibility. You would probably ask your self why would she count her uncle as her dad. Well because he was always there for me. When he passed away I didn’t know what to do. He was my and my mom’s role model.
I love you Jacky
love,
Haven Amos
janice i have missed our wonderful visits i havent been here for so long i was just having such a time it was the only way for me to survive to walk away from the site for awhile i still sometimes lose my breath i believe that will always be with me the lord has kept me alive in one piece but my heart as does yours sometimes aches and i have to take that deep breath that is sometimes harder than most people realize Makayla 12 now is just old enough that missing Micah has become hard for her all of a sudden the real saddness has hit her our house is great we have regained all that we need not divorced yet but not worried about that just happy to be on my own i hope they do justice for jacky in my state if u steal a news paper u get life justice is so uneven so when they show the scales of justice i just close my eyes NANA LOVES U ALL U DO NOT KNOW WHAT U DID FOR ME I AM STILL HERE THANKS TO A FEW GOOD PEOPLE OUT THERE AND WITHOUT U I WOULD NOT HAVE MADE IT I MISS MICAH SO THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE BUT I CAN GET UP EVERYDAY NOW
Janice, I am praying for you and your family to finally get justice for Jacky's murder. I pray for God to give you the strength & courage you are going to need to get through this horror of a trial. Just know you have people who love you & your family & care & will be praying. God will show you the way Dear Mother. My heart cries for you,as does every other mothers. Please dont hesitate to seek out friends to lift you up when you feel like you may be falling. Of course we know God will be right there holding you straight. You have fought a hard battle to get where you are today. This will not give you back your beloved son,but will give you the peace to know this ANIMAL will get his just do on earth & then he will burn in hell. Jacky is so proud of hi Moma. God bless you with all my heart.
I am okay so sad so mad so uncontrolled I left my husband which was so nonsupportive in everyway but so uncaring about Micah I have a nice home the fianances for all of this has taken it's toll on me I have gone back to nursing but am working over 90 hours a week to survive i had to move with no furniture or any other thing just me ,Makayla and my ANGELS tree and pictures I will make it just fine but without anything to say that was positive I have stayed off the site I never even imagined how terrible it could be how long this would hurt and I can't shake it the KBI have been here investigating the death of Micah and that is the most terrible thing they say it was not an accident but can't prove anything i never speak to angela by her choice my life is just a broke mess love to you all janice and marie I love you both i just do not have anything positive to give you i am so glad the two of you have met and so sorry for the grief we all feel everyday god bless
Thank you so much Janice for giving NaNa the message for me. I truly appreciate what you did. I hope I hear from her as I am truly concerned about her health and wellbeing. I also want to mention what a beautiful job you did on Jackie's memorial. I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved son. Regardless of the amount of time that passes he will always remain your baby. From what I read you are a True Mother who will be one till the day you meet you son in Heaven. God did a wonderful thing sending Jackie to you as a son till He was ready to bring him back to heaven. I will keep you both in my prayers. I pray Jackie will come to you and wisper I LOVE YOU MOMA in your ears at night.
Blessings & hugs Maria
We are connected, my child and I
By an invisible cord, not seen by the eye
It's not like the cord that connects us til birth
This cord can't be seen by any on earth
This cord does it's work right from the start
It binds us together, attached to my heart
I know that it's there, though no one can see
The invisible cord from my child to me
The strength of this cord is hard to describe
It can't be destroyed, it can't be denied
It's stronger than any cord man could create
It withstands the test, can hold any weight
And though you are gone
Though you are not here with me
The cord is still there, but no one can see
It pulls at my heart, I am bruised..I am sore
But this cord is my life line, As never before
I am thankful that god connects us this way
A mother and child...death can't take it away
In the arms of Angels someone leaves.
Here on earth someone grieves.
In just moments from now,
A beautiful mystery somehow,
Someone stands at heavens gate,
Filled with happiness as they wait.
No more pain nor tears,
Only treasured memories of their years.
Down here we’re holding on,
We can’t accept they’re gone.
Weeping as we call their name,
Our lives will never be the same.
Someone stands at the gate to heaven,
As tragedy struck our world again.
In time we’ll begin to understand,
The Angels took our loved one’s hand.
They softly whispered God is love,
And He’s waiting up above.
God’s love has called for them,
To heaven’s gate to meet him.
They’ll enter heaven’s gate together
Where love lives forever.
I'm so proud of your sister Angie.I can't keep the tears from flowing.These songs are so true.We miss you so much..............
