追悼
| Mom to Angel Chance | Happy Valentine's | February 13, 2009 |
| nana | missed ya | January 22, 2009 |
you know this has been the most challenging year of my life i never thought the first year would ever end and at the same time i do not remember a year going by so fast i never hurt so bad or slept so little it is all a dream to me and not one i do not want to recall my family is a wreck i am buying a house and moving losing weight and getting a divorce how much more can happen at once and changed my job which is old news my GOD has comforted me to the best he can but sometimes i do not want the comfort i do not want to ever forget the heartache and love all mixed together i hope with all the goodness of God your family is well i pray for you everyday as i do for all that are in pain over their loss my god Janice a year has passed and i do not even know how i survived it a year with out our boys may god shine on us as we walk this path one more year how long will we make it without a total break and you the loss of to so dear one that barely spread his wings and one that had soared with the eagles i hope they leave our website a lone i can not see they did a thing
| Edwina~Troy Mitchell's mum | Thinking of you as the new year approaches | December 30, 2008 |
MY NEW YEARS WISH TO YOU
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May peace fill all the empty spaces around you
And within, may contentment answer all your wishes.
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May comfort be yours, warm and soft like a sigh.
And may the coming year
show you that every day is really a first day,
a new year.
| Edwina ~ Troy's mum | Thinking of you at Christmas | December 9, 2008 |
Wishing you a gentle Christmas filled with beautiful
memories of Jacky.
| nana | hey my friend | December 1, 2008 |
have you said a mouthful my angel barely made it through thanksgiving my God Christmas will just be hell the prayers are in and we are all so guarded with our words and actions we could send her off the deep end with just one word love to you all and many blessings through this holiday season hold our loved ones near Janice thank you for being my friend
| nana | to you | November 26, 2008 |
well my friend it is the season to to be thankful and to know we are blessed then just to be greatful for the rest
i wonder alot about the seasons i always have said there is a season and a reason for everything and this year it seems so lonely but as usual we just move on
my friend lisa that lost her son LeLe 4.5 years ago has never been able to function sense that day from drugs to prostitution i feel for her she does try and she moves forward for a few months then she gets what we call stuck I have woke up to her on my couch so many times and i know that she came her for saftey I think about all you Mothers out there that just need some place to lay your head sometimes to survive in away that seems so odd I am sure because i get stuck when i am shopping or cooking and I think of my wonderful grandson and my daughter that is dealing so bravely with her pain God Bless you all !!!!!!!
With Love To Your Family
Your True Friend NaNa
| nana | what a friend you have become | November 19, 2008 |
well i am working in a manager in training position at a fast food restaurante the money is good and when i leave no one has died that is a good feeling and no one ever thinks about or talks about death i watch them and theeir thoughts are so simple so i guess for a while this is where i need to be
| nana | my friend | November 17, 2008 |
how are you with all of your dad,s things i read your words today and as always they filled my heart and made me get out my Bible God speaks to you in ways that we do not hear or read but once you have written them a new light shines for me my understanding becomes more clear and yes janice i feel like a childless Mother sense Micah passed i see almost no one Angela was calling 1-2-3 x's a day then after recieving Micah,s things she stopped they all say that they can not bear to be here because of his memory will i am just the opposite hate to leave because of it but we are now almost 1 month behind on everything my fault i lost so much work this year just could not hold things together now i am on track but maybe to late my husband is so self involved that he does not take care of our house bills to many woman to mush booze and another house to take care of but what the hell we will be okay maybe just not here 2008 put me in a tail wind and seems to have just blew me backl to reality i will be gald to see it go hate the months coming i can almost feel them arriving my heart aches all the time i guess like arthritis when it is about to rain and you can't stop the pain will have to go to work write soon i look so forward to you janice we are good for each other you are so strong you have dealt with so much i do think of you and pray for you and yours daily as so i do for mine God will look after us and guide me thru this day
| nana | for mama | November 12, 2008 |
| nana | i often wonder | November 12, 2008 |
have you ever sat and wondered what they see what it smells like what they do how they play is our lord there is it like a new world with trees and streets of gold or is it clouds of silver lining
i do i dream sometimes of what i think then i wonder is this right and my mind wonders i guess it's because we always make sure of their comfort are they sick warm--or hungry now it is some thing we just have to believe it is Grand with GOD as their guide i need to believe it is so wonderful i a wait the holidays and i am almost scared of how it will effect Angela she has been so strong she hurts so bad her face even through her smiles is full of pain i talk to her often but i hurry off the phone because i know she was on the phone with me when they found Micah dieing and she has been mad at me ever sense i do not blame her she is so wonderful a mother i wonder what was God was thinking when he took Micah to be with him in the kingdom of Heaven why was he so needed that God could not have waited what could have been the rush i know that we are not suppose to question but it is so strange to me to take a healthy happy child from a good home with a great Mother i pray everyday for an answer to these questions and i know it will come to me on day God will put it in my mind i pray for angel's comfort and protection of her mind during this time of year a body can only take so much and she is at her limit
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