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Alax . Soccer camp . February 25, 2008
 
Mmk . Well I want to go to a two week soccer camp in Brazil . But I don't think my mom is going to let me . I want this so bad I can almost tast it . I know I will be fine and I want to go . I need to go . Omg ... Youu don't know how bad I wanna go . I am gonna pray and be extra good ... I NEED TO GO !
Alax . Janice && Angie February 23, 2008
 
Youu are both right . I am way to young to blame myself for this and yes God does have a plan but sometimes I feel like i'm at a loss . I find myself wondering around.. Looking for her...Or maybe an answer . I am trying to have fun and I do . I love my friends and I have the best time with them . But when it all boils down i'm afraid to ever love so hard again . Im scared it will all get taken away again . I see myself and I try tp say goodbye or even say outloud that I forgive myself ... But I then choke . I went to her grave... When it came time to leave I tripped leaving . It's like I just can't say goodbye to her . And I am mature I know right from wrong and I know why things happen and I know that I shouldn't blame myself ... But I do . I am a child and I don't know how to deal with this pain the right way !
Alax . Sorry ! February 21, 2008
 

I'm sorry I havn't been on . Things at home have been so crazy and then school . I havn't had time for anything not even myself . I really wish I could just hug youu and tell youu everyhting is okayy . I only want to help people and again I am truely sorry for your lose ! I only wish people knew how much they could hurt hundreds of people by just making one mistake . I am really trying my hardest . But my mom is never here and my dad left a long time ago . He was and is a coward ! I am trying but when I need help with something noone is here . My mom leaves for work before I get home from school so then if I don't understand I'm out of luck . I'm sorry I don;t mean to dump this on youu . I am just a little overwhelmed ! My mom works nights and I am the oldest child that lives at home . So not only does my responsibility fall on me but so does everybody's . How have youu been ? Are youu okay ? I nkow that I'm a child and probably can't say anything to help youu because you've probably already heard it but then again we learn something new everyday .

I wanna thank youu so much for everyhting youu have done and for all your time . I get on and look forward to talking to youu . I have told some of my friends about youu at school . I hope youu don't mind . But you're and inspiration to me . You're so kind and sweet . I have never met anybody who takes so much intrest in someone she has never met . I want to be just like youu . Youu have shown me to forgive and that no matter what I could not have stopped what happened that night ! I just need to trust that God has her in good hands and that no harm will ever get to her . Just like your son . No harm will ever get to him he will never cry again . he will never want or need again . He is happy and he looks down at youu and makes sure you're happy . I'm sure he is pleased with the things youu do for other people !

 

Thank youu .

 

Alax !

Micah i wonder February 20, 2008
 

iwonder if i would have been big like jackywould i of plyed with my baby De would people like me to thank you for letting jacky stay with me imiss my nana just like jacky misses you i'm little so jacky makes me remember my uncles they are big like jacky they flew me in the air to just not heavenly air my uncle kis was the best of all my papa called me mikkey and i would tell him i micah papa he would laugh and say i know boy i put my hands on my nana's face and say you hair me nana you hair me she would grab me up and give me a hug and say i hair you my little man and laugh mama maybe you help her now she does'nt laugh anymore i try to tell her i'm great up here with our lord but i think she doesn't hair me put your hands on her for me

NANA[MICAH] YOUR SOMEONE SPECIAL February 20, 2008
 

YOUR MESSAGE IS THE FIRST I SAW AND I TO HOPE OUR BOY'S ARE PLAYING WATCHING OVER US MICAH AND HIS BROTHER "DE' LIVED WITH THEIR WONDERFUL MOTHER AT MY HOUSE THEIR WHOLE LIVES AND THIS HAS SHATTERED ME THEY WENT ON A VACATION 12/26 AND MICAH NEVER CAME HOME AND BECAUSE OF THE MEMORIES THE OTHER TWO HAVE MOVED OUT I FEEL SO BROKEN I CAN'T EXPLAIN SO EMPTY EVERY MINUTE OF EVERYDAY

AND ITS HARD TO TALK TO PEOPLE THAT HAVE NOT FELT THIS KIND OF LOSE AND I HATE TO BRING THEM DOWN WITH MY TEARS I LIVE IN KANSAS CITY MO AND IT'S COLD WHICH MICAH LOVED THE SNOW MY CHRISTMAS TREE WILL NEVER COME DOWN MY 8 YEEAR OLD AND THE BOYS DECORATED IT THIS YEAR IT IS THE MOST WONDERFUL NIGHTLIGHT MAMA HOW DO I GET TO TOMORROW I CAN HARDLY PULL MYSAELF TO THE SIDE OF MY BED ICRY ALL THE TIME I CAN'T HARDLY LEAVE MY HOUSE PLEASE KEEP IN TOUCH  I CAN HAVE YOUR FAMILY TO HOLD  ON TO SOMETIMES AND YOU CAN ALWAYS HOLD ON TO ME  !!!!!!!   nana is so full of love everyday

nana thank you February 19, 2008
 
you visited my MICAH'S SITE I WAS STARTING TO FEEL SO MAD AND HURT THAT NO ONE CARED ABOUT THIS 3 YEAR OLD CHILD THEN JACKY'S MOM APPEARED AND I WAS SO GRATEFUL I NEVER FELT SO SHATTERED AS NOW I AM SO TERRIBLE LOST I AM SO SORRY FOR YOU I FEEL ALL THE PAIN THE TEARS THAT JUST FLOW EVEN WHEN YOU DON'T THINK YOUR CRYING gm_9258@yahoo.com IF YOU EVER NEED TO JUST TALK OR JUST BE ABLE TO WRITE IT DOWN JUST GET IT SAID I SO OFTEN WISH THERE WAS SOME ONE THAT DIDN'T KNOW ME THAT I COULD TALK TO BECAUSE I JUST CAN'T BREATHE MOST OF THE TIME I'LL PRAY FOR JACKY & MICAH TOGETHER MAYBE JACKY COULD HELP OUR LORD LOOK AFTER MICAH HE IS A LOVING HANDFUL AND I MISS HIM PLEASE PRAY FOR ME I SO NEED IT RIGHT NOW I CAN HARDLY MOVE MOST DAYS BUT I KEEP WORKING I HAVE 9 CHILDREN
Alax . Help me ? February 19, 2008
 

I guess I made Lindsey's sight so I would have other people to talk to . Yes ma'am I do talk to my mom but she doesn't exactly know what i'm feeling because she doesn't blame herself . I not only want to help other families with their loss but I want help with mine . I do talk to alot of people about it . Even a counsler but sometimes they just get old and I want somebody new to talk to . I am so very sorry for what happened to your son . And yes ma'am I do understand that this is a hard time . At 14 I don't know how i'm feeling . Between periods and hormones and growing up and then the loss I really don't know what is going on . My mom lost my sister to help syndrome . My sister died during birth so my mom kinda knows but kinda not . And I don't wanna run to my mom with everything because then she will be upset about my sister and I need her to be strong for me . So I came to a memorial sight so I could not only comfort families but they could do the same for me .

 

Edith,Den's Mom Another Grieving Mom February 13, 2008
 
Janice,Thank u for  visiting my son Dennis Maddolo..My deepest condolences on the loss of  your son.Your Jacky was such a handsome  young man.We'll always  have so many questions  that will never be  answered in this  lifetime.Cry for  ur  son,cry for the loss of  such a  young life,but  never forget the  joy he brought into  your life..the mark he left on all who knew him.You're  still so  early in your grief..u have  so much to get thru..After 2 years,I've decided to  celebrate Dennis's life & try not  to dwell on his passing..i have so  many  great memories of  my Baby Boy..they definitely outnumber the bad ones.I belong to  a grief group online..All Moms who  lost a child..All ages,All causes..You  might get something from it..we all inderstand  each other due to  out similar experiences..Losing a child  is  the most un natural act that could  possibly  happen..Only another Mother who's  gone thru this  can  understand what  your  feeling.Think about  joining us.. www.lovingarms@yahoogroups.com
No pressures,no judgement,ur  free to scream,cry,curse,talk,laugh,pray..we've all been thru it so nothing could shock us..Stay Strong my friend..Love & Hugs,Edith
Sarah Church family October 26, 2007
 

I didnt know Jacky personally, however I lost my nephew to a drunk driver in May of 2004.  I have been praying for your family knowing the a sudden loss is so hard.  Please accept my family's condolences and know we are thinking of you at this very difficult time.

 

Sue Barn Friend October 23, 2007
 
Janice and family--How my heart goes out to you. janice, you had written about Jacky so many times that I felt he was a part of me too. May God be with you all in this time of grieving. Jacky will always be with you--in your hearts and memories as well as looking down upon you and giving you his support and love. Sue --Barn Friend
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