Jacky Ralph Amos

Yes, Jacky did truly love Susan.  She was his other mama.

Well most of the school year kiera has got off the bus at susan's house, I'm so grateful that she could help out so that i could go back to work. Jackie I see why you love her soo much my heart go out to her and all of the kids she has took in her home. I know it hard and a lot of work. I should know with promplems I have had but I can always talk to Susan .I know you always were very very close  to her ,she was there for you through alot! So thanks susan love ya ! Jackie was like a loveable bear so you, yall both have such big hearts!!!miss you

Well for the last couple of months now Angie and I have gotten reallly close and we hang out alot I  always talk about you and we try not to cry but sometimes we do. You was always like a big briother to me and  now it is like angie is a sister to me. It is crazy how things happen and I know that things happen for a reason I sometimes think that some how you had something to do with this.. And you would be pround to know that angie has got me going to gym and working out...Yeah me going to the gym who would have ever thought!! Anyways I miss you and even though you are gone I have not forgotten about you and never will. Talk to you soon! Tammy

 

In the previous memory from me, I think I was typing way too fast and didn't finish some words. Anyway I just wanted to post one more thing that I read. I think this is perfect.

 

 

"If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it. Happy moments, praise God. Difficult moments, seek God. Quiet moments, worship God. Painful moments, trust God. Every moment, thank God."

Me, Tracy, and Haven saw this rainbow on the day of the bad weather and I thought about you and just the beauty of all God's creations. I think about you a lot. Everyone of my friends bring you up and I do my best to act like I am strong and just laugh with your memories. You will not be just my brother that died at 28. You will always be 4 years older than I am and always be apart of Holidays. We will still celebrate your Birthdays. A motorcycle was in front of me the other day (a woman) going down West Ave. It hurt. I was watching our speed ( 50 MPH) and when we past by were you was hit I couldn't put the puzzle together of how someone coouldn't see you and even if they didn't how the hit just killed you instead of throwng you. It wasn't like you was going 90. And I can't help but to think if Nathan and them would of started CPR that you would still be alive or maybe If you would of  just worn that bigger helmet. I know you saw and acknowledge that you was about to hit that car after a split second... You was probally thinking just like I do everytime I have had a wreck.."oh sh*t and cringe till the end. I have no clue and I will never know. I just love you ok. And I don't know why I sit here and write these things to you as opposed to God.... When only we can only talk to God and ask that he will deliver the message. Well God... Let Jacky know my heart and feelings. Let him feel the love from me the way he SHOULD have when he was down here. I know you are taking good care of him.  I love you so much. In Jesus Christ name I pray. Amen